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Saturday, February 27, 2010

NIYANG RAPIK *** STARS




niyang rapik.erm.arini yepp..tgk ctr ni..mcm biase la..ak bkn dihantui antu ctr ni tp dihantui suara man yg dr td asek gelak2 tgk antu..pastu duk kate ctr tuh stok dak masscom buat.busuk la u syg..hm.ctr ni::blh la..xdela hodoh & busuk sgt pun jln ctr ny,cume ak nk komen d cni,jln ctr dier..as usual,kite sng glr nk predict.i was thinking why aou film maker didnt come out wif a different genres of movies?yela..slaen dpd ctr2 santau sbb dengki..mati..medium yg gune limau..asap..well..or in other word,our film maker were continue producing same type of film.kan kan?same goes dgn ctr2 jalanan..byk glr ctr rempit rempitan.ape yg nk dibangga kn sgt dgn mat2 rempit..mat2 jalanan..mat2 motor n keta kat msia ni ha?tats the question tat we..as the audience have to reveal.tol x?kalau ctr ksh cinta skali pun,mesti ade kaitan ngn mat2 jalanan ni..weh..open up ur mind.boring.tak best

its juz an opinion.sorry

Thursday, February 25, 2010

ignorance vs me & my boyfriend :)

I've got a boyfriend now
He's my dearest pal
He'll always catch me when I fall
He's always there when I call


I've got a boyfriend now

He always talks so loud!!!
Even in a crowded house
He always shows what he got

I share my dreams and all my stories

I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry
I will keep you in my memories

When my boyfriend smiles :)
The world seems all mine
And all the days seems truly fine
Make me reach up for the sky

p/s:
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but fallin' in love wif u I had no control over. ..The best thing about me is you. thx for ur sweet, sweet love u'll never truly know Just how happy that you make me & how much I love you so..You are a beautiful part of my life... n again...!
I Love You!


ignorance---> the backstabber..(sum1 tat i used to called "bestfren" 3 years ago) & piggy toyol.gila.psycho.sex maniac.liar.idiot.dumb.jerk.son of the gun.shitty.rubbish.*sorry im not going to compare u wif animals bcuz u're juz ^&*%$ than animals.^&*% than evil.$%^&* than the ugliest pig in the world.stinky n the most suitable word to describes u is ~euwwww~ :)

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good..*sigh*


Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

precious NECKLACE ;)

well,ak baru smpai melaka smlm,22 feb.mlm lak tuh..smpai kl pg ny..aiyo kete man rosak tgh jln.sumpah ak cuak..sian glr dier..btungkus lumus smata2 nk jemput ak..last2 tbongkang tgh2 jln.. ;( sorry syg..yg bez ny aja gamble p jemput ak kat airport..ATTENTION!!! tak sesat ey uols!! mmg dier ni sntiasa dilindungi la..ade guardian angel ape..x pnh sesat pon..smpai uma pun lmbat..trus ak mlantak mee kolok bpk ak bekalkn..lg 1 ak tapaukan utk suami terchenta tsyg..intan pyung..labu manis(pumpkin...direct translation punya..wakakaka) ptg tu sempat gak jumpe dier..hee! terubatla rindu smggu x jumpe..bhahaha.. maka dptla necklace ni :) thx syg..really2 appreciated it.wonderful n of coz,so cute n tiny. comel jepp. ske sgt! tu kire hadiah skali harung ey?i mean hadiah bday ngn valentines day skali syg?i name kan "baby skali harung" boley?geli kan??geli x?bia ah.im in lurve.who cares?

thx ;)


yeah ckp sal TRAnSLATION, yeah ak scored 5/10. achievement yg ak se..em..blh la..cuz x blaja lnsg oke?duk uma gyg kaki..lupa kot..bkn sgja pun..hee ;p nseb la ade gak mrkh tu..dpd 0?woott

Monday, February 22, 2010

again-a shitty from me ;)



TOTALLY :)
it's one of my self-expression.everyone should try.it brings u satisfaction.hehe



ok! lame da x update blog ni..da almost 1 week.starts from last sunday..eh no saturday..balik dr genting ngn Man syg..huhu.ak kembali ke tanah air dgn prasaan hapy yg sgtsgtla membuak2 d dada.ak spent most of my day relaxing.hang out ngn geng2 ak~ADRIAN~u hotttt babe.thx for the cupcakes n pyjamas ;) its cute.what a wonderful surprised for me..xpecially bg ak yg mmg mengidam nk mkn cupcakes.ahernya dpt gak mkn!yay!

HOME ALONE PART1
x buat pape pon slaen dok tgk tv..bgn lmbat..mkn..minum...tdo..on9...erghh.hari yg memenatkn.hectic.yahh hectic.hectic dgn tdo n relax yg sgt full.bila sorg2 duk umah lg la heaven..huhu..lemah bdn ak.sgt relax.sungguh x baek utk kesihatan..tats y ak work out! cycling . trdmil sumpah bez! bez tol kat umah ada alat2 senaman.atliz ak work out dpd ak dudok je gyg kaki.tol x?mkn x yah ctr la.mcm duk syurga lak.chef2 uma ak SUPERB.definitely.

HOME ALONE PART 2 ---dah2 x alone dh..
mls la nk ctr ari2 biasa cuz same je xtvt ak..jom melompat ke ari kua bershopping! hee~


I M SO-CALLED-----SHOPAHOLIC!


yeszaaaaa.yesterday!(ahad..bpe ari bln?x ingtla..syok sgt mhbiskan duit) ak kua shopping dgn ditemani parents * kazen ak.ERON.at first bpk ak ada..well,he's a banker..huhu.hasilnya??ak dpt hp baru! 5530 Xpress Music,welcome to my world baby! mmuacxhhh! ;)



so far ak la plg byk hp dlm family ni.total sume skali ak ada 3 hp,4 ekceli tp sekor da rosak..bgusny.kumpol byk2,t sume da rosak ley wat artifak.simpan leklok dlm muzium.wuu

I'LL COME N GRAB U!


skrg tgh kompius smada nk hush puppies or nike shoes ;( mane ek??tlg la bg suggestion! reason y ak nk kasot haush puppies cuz ak mmg pkai dress.maxi dress..comel jer kalau pkai duhs.n then nike lak sbb ak nk pkai mase event.i need a shoe. tp cne kalau ak beli kasot nike tp ak beli heels nichii??ok x?? pilihan tepat kn??oOOooyeahhhh! ;)


comel kan?pkai ngn jeans.tp ni bkn yg ak nk tu ekceli.tp pattern ni la..

esok ak balik kl da.jumpe Man!! heyyy dearyyyyy.i miss u so much. mee kolok & american chocolate chip cake is waiting to be eaten by YOU ;)

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

im a SUPERGIRL!

I cant stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...im more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive

Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me

Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy...or anything...

I cant stand to fly

Im not that naive
werent mean't to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

Im only a girl

In a funny red sheet
Im only a girl
Looking for a dream

Its not easy to be me

Monday, February 15, 2010

suke-suki :)



yummy! tringin sgt nk mkn cupcakes skrg ;(



sumpah sgt menawan.adushh!



besa kn?ak xtau apehal ak upload pic ni.sje mghabiskan masa..tetbe nmpk pic ni.ouch.msti sdp je org tua ni pelok.xyah ade bini pun xpe,bear ade =)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

ex-monkey.u dumb!









According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right


According to you
Im difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
Im a mess in a dress
cant show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you



But according to him
Im beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny
irresistable
everything he ever wanted




According to you
Im boring
Im moody
and you cant take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
Im the girl with the worst attention span
youre the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you




Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not
according to you


According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right.


But according to me
you're stupid
you're useless



you cant do anything right :)

i adore sarawak's food =)

Ak suke post ak sendri ni.thumbs up mint!! hehe.x malu.bia ah.janji ak ske n ade sbb ak buat.tol x?well,slama 21 taun ak idup kat dunia ni,mcm2 ak mkn,up n down semananjung.mkn mcm2.byk mana pun ak ngap everyday,mkanan hometown totap mjd pojaan hati.sarawak food is juz simply the best.buat x tdo mlm tuh..haha..ak nk promote gak r mkanan tradisi negeri sarawak.ekceli ak da lama nk buat..prasaan mbuak2 nk promote tu lg hebat bila kwn senegeri ak,GRACE..yg upload pic2 mknan negeri swak kat fb.c?dier pun study kat smnnjung tp still rindu kat mknn tradisi ktorg.well done my fren.so ni la dier uols fav foods ak..**yaa yg bjaya buat ak x tdo mlm..kelaparan spjg masa**



ni sayur midin sarawak.salu mkn kat umah,ak tekejut bila dpt tau org semenanjung x tau kwujudan sayur ni.baru ak tau,sayur ni tedapat kat sarawak je.sdp weh..msk belacan.walaweyh.superb!!




ak pnh dgr citer sal spupu ak yg sanggup x nk smbg study kat smnnjg sbb xda bnde ni.mee kolok! ak balik jer mesti ak nak bpk ak mskkn mee ni.rase dier laen dpd mee2 laen yg tedpt kat smmnjg.x cya dtgla


sapa x kenal kek lapis swak.setiap layer kek ni ade flavour sndri.tp depends ngn sape yg buat,ade certain cake maker yg amek jln mudah.sama jer flavour stiap layer.so jgn beli yg itu,kuih ni sdp sgt..xpecially hari raya.sume rumah mcm btanding,kek sapa plg byk & cantek.



oh umai.mkn mentah pun sdp..konon ny sushi swak la.dperbuat dpd ikan,udang pun ada gak.sdp!



laksa swak. pun sdp gak..



ni air teh-c-peng special.ade 3 layer,atas skali teh,tgh2 susu n bwh skali pandan.ade kat swak je tau.sumpah sdp! slurppp!


cerita dr umah =)

rindu man!! rindu dier sgtsgt...SORRY SYG,XDE KDIT LER.xley msg da..hwaa.GEDIK LEBIH LAK AK.kurr.

ok!!! skrg dhda kat umah.yaaa bhgia sbb cam anak raja lak kat uma ni.tp malangny x ley bgn tdo lmbat lak..apela mlgny nasib sbb xley bgn kol 11..12..1..huhu.so conclusion ny::mata nantok:: anak dara sapa la ni. mcm biasa,dhda kat umah,bykla mkanan parents ak msk..sapa x kenal pasangan SARKAWI ANIS & PATIMAH RAMAH.raja masak,anak2 dorg?definitely RAJA MAKAN>xpecially anak bongsu dorg.hee. :p sorry sbb habiskan beras kat umah iyeeee.

happy chinese new year kpd sanak saudara yg bkn beragama islam>>family mak ak.tp cian dorg sbb ssh nk beraya..ujan lebat..well,every year pun ujan lebat.hopefully dpt ong uols.

pg2 ak da bgn,tgk chef sarkawi bwk bawang merah & putih dgn lesung batu kt tgn,aii name pun chef,so his life is ol about food la dey.btapa indah ny dunia bila bkk2 je mata ciom bau ayam panggang kat luar**chef sarkawi::kalau soal msk2 ni,sbelum subuh pun dier sanggup bgn:: mak ak lak wat bekfez..ak kua bilik je tye::nak mkn ape?roti prata?ak geleng,minum terus..*iye,x gsok gg.bia arh..ade ak kesah?**

tp spoil tol la bila idup dh indah mcm ni tp xda kredit lak..duh.sbr ey syg,tgu i balik kl i topup.wawa

tgkla kami =)



he's wonderful :)




Saturday, February 13, 2010

HARI-HARI BAHAGIA SHARMEEN SARKAWI :)

cane erk nk mulakan cerita??sbb trlampau byk smpai ssh nk cerita.mmg ak kumpul dulu cerita2 ak so tat panjang sket nk mrepek dlm blog ak yg tah pape ni.ok! bermula dgn kedatangan ak ngn aja ke kl/putrajaya(wah aja bwk kete tu yg ke-second-time ny..hebat2!) ahaha.thumbs up my fren! u r gud tp sumtimes ilang focus.bkn sumtimes tp most of the times.pastu mulalah dier ckp.."mint!ko x pyh nk jerit2 ngn ak..ko buat ak tekejut ok"-ye aja,tp mslhny ko bwk kete..nauzubillah.*phm2 jela* tp x dinafikan ko hebat*jage ati kwn ak yg comel ni..* :p khamis tu ktorg turun sunway coz ak teman Man p beli kemeja ngn suar slack..klaka bila ktorg crik kat parkson.cam bpk2 shopping an.aja da buat muke slenge..sori ey aja,ak tgh blatih jd bini.temankan laki p shopping. :p sgtsgt hepy! tp malangny 1 baju pon dier x bekenan.yela stail bpk2 jugak yg ak pilihkan.haha..ak sgt teliti ok pilihkan bju! nk g interview org kot..xkn nk pakai bju2 cikai..tp last2 dier dpt baju gak kat ZERO HOUR.tetbe ak bminat lak ngn stuff kat situ.shukeee la cyg!! u dgr x??i shukeee! hee gedix lak ak haa.wootwoot.stail gak dier..ATTENTION! AKU PILIHKAN!hee nak jugak

jumaat jumpe lg..bahagia jer..

cerita harini!!! sabtu,13 feb 2010.

dan2 nk bgn awl sbb nk p genting..skali kol 11 jgk gerak dr umah..ak ngn Man p AWANA..iyeeee.mmg p genting tp gaya ktorg cam nk g picnic.wakaakaa.mcm2 bekal ha.bermula dr keropok.air2 sume,biskut cicah tuna fav Man..sampai ke nasik yg ak msk dr uma+sardin mentah..beli petronas sdh..huhu.ok tebaek! jom kite mulakan pjlanan!yeahx! ~~~~ok..jem lak atas bukit tuh..menci tol.bderet2 kete nk p joli cam ktorg..x sampai genting stok mkanan sume da sumbat msk perot..terok tol laki ak,dasar DINASOUR! kuat mkn tol dier.seb bek ak x bwk guni beras skampit bg dier mkn..agak lme..ok sejam 2 cmtu..dan ahernye smpai kat kabel car..


CERITA MEMBAZIR & RUMAH ANTU BANGLA..

yesh!!!! ak sgt happy! tp x perlula ak cerita yg ak habeskn duit dgn mbeli gmbr naek kabel car yg photographer murahan kat situ amek.nanges kalau ingt balik.sme la cam msk uma hantu..chaitt.ak ngn Man blagak berani.skali msk BERTEMPIARAN LARI!!!!! syg kite x msk lg da kua blik bile nmpk antu bangla tu erk!! sumpah x cya..puhhhpuhh! skali lg mbazir rm30.siottt nk mmpos.

::perahu sumpah laju::
plg bez maen smpan terjun laju giler bpk laju nk mampos tuh.MAN DOK BLKG!!! sungguh x aci!! papehal ak mlompat dlu..*dier bajet camtu la kot* cisss.sgt suke maen tuh.basah kuyup ktorg..

ape g erk?dragon fly tu seram gak.wpun ak genggam tol2 lengan man tp mulot ak x henti2 mejrit haa..siap rentap nahu org dpn lg.malu x??dhla x knl.tetbe pgg bahu org dpn.tah ape nk jd la ak ni haa.man lak??takott jer dier..saje bajet cool.pdhal kaki mgeletar gak..

PENAT..TU LA SBB GADUH :(

lame gak kat genting!! bile masing2 da penat,mood pun lari..ade tragedi! haha.syg im sorry.didnt mean to hurt u..apepon jd,syg dier ni bangat2! happy valentine's day n thx for everything.thx for the smile n happines u gave to me. :) really appreciate it.u taught me to be matured.to think.think n think to make a good decisions. byk bsabar ngn pangai i..duhs.u mmg laen dr monyet2 laen yg pnh kapel ngn i.LOVE U!!! damn much.more n more everyday. :)

KAMI SWIT..JGN JELES UOLS.(BWERKK)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

::wishes on valentines day::

""Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...""


finally found "him" :)dear i love u more than u love me. As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love wif u..n when we fight,ive learned tat the couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.it is so true right??? Ah me! love can not be cured by herbs.heeee :))))) my best wishes on this valentines day is too simple, i juz wanted u to comfort me. sit next to me.. stand in front of me.i dun need any gift.ive found it useless b4.really hopes the best for our relationship.n of coz,a mature relationship. for me,Love is being stupid together.*yes sumtimes u r idiot* but the important thing is the most beautiful view is the one I share with you..u taught me lots about life n im truly glad. And you showed me what life needs to be.i love u juz the way u r.I long to call you mine RAHMAN! :) video

stop talking blah-blah-blah!

this song is ddcd xpecialy for those who cant stop talking shit about me. :)

Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah
Just zip your lips like a padlock
And meet me at the back with the jack and the jukebox
I don't really care where you live at
Just turn around boy and let me hit that
Don't be a little bitch with your chit chat
Just show me where your dick's at

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

Boy come on get your rocks off
Come put a little love in my glove box
I wanna dance with no pants on, holla
Meet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox
So cut to the chase kid
'Cause I know you don't care what my middle name is
I wanna be naked
But your wasted

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

You be delaying, you always sayin' some shit
You say I'm playin' I'm never layin this di...
Sayin blah blah blah cause I don't care who you are
In this bar it only matters who I am

Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah
Ohh
Blah Blah Blah
Stop talking
Stop ta-ta-talking that

yay!!! another few more days to go..kuching!!!

-ok skrg duk ade kt putrajaya yg tsyg.iyeee.syg putra ni..sentiasa bangga ckp kt sume org ak duk putra..hee.keje ak ngn aja sng jela.njoy sakan.dier balik klantan.ak lak blik swak.wat a wonderful world.bhahaha.mood ak ok arini,juz td terasa sdikit gemok so ak cam ilang focus sket.pk bdn jer..weh nekad nk lg KURUSHHHH! sama mcm dolu-dolu.oh body-ku.kurus la kaw.nguuu.ape nk buat b4 blik kuching stil dlm perancangan.sbb mood ak agak ok n sedikit sexy so...sngla kot nk plan sumthing.lg-lg ayahanda da bank in.wow!**BACE CAM YUSOF LAMPOYANG iyekkk** tp kene jimat.well,ak bkn jenis yg ske tgk duit tinggal sedikit.tanak2.takot!oleh sbb dress da ckp byk n closet ak da xberupaya nk menampung bju2 ak setiap mgu,maka ak kne slow kn sket xtvt x chat ni.huu.t balik swak shopping byk2 guna duit dato' n datin!yes2!great planning.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

M I THE ONE TO BLAME?

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else


Ok.lets talk nonsense here**yap s usual** pissed off.skrg ak nk ckp sal besfren.
Ye maksud besfren..puas ak ngn man bgado smlm.abes rm4 ak wat saver..huhu.tp xpela..::eh siot ny junior ak ckp suara nk besar..sumbat mulot ko ngn botol kang::: ok2 smbung blik..sorry mood lari la since ak sampai Melaka ni..lebih2 lg bile xde apa nk dibuat kat cni.wasted duh mase ak kt cni..tol ckp man,part 6 cam xde life..arini mmg ak xde mood sgt..adelaaaa hal yg mbabitkan ak ngn man..dimana tempias ny?yes!mmg ak tekena..tekena byk ekceli..bkn tempias saja mlh banjir skali..lencun kot 1 badan ak..huwarghhh I hate tis feeling!!!! Double triple shityyyyyy! Ak lost kwn bek ak..ok ak ley consider lg.kwn yg mmg ssh nk d anggap kwn.kwn dr sekolah menengah lg..buat ak rse cam----jantung kne tikam ngn samurai-------- sakit! Da kne mrh pun ngn man..siap kne warning lg.. “ I xkesah ape u nk ckp..tp yg I tau,I xnak tgk muka dier kat wedding kite nti..biala kalau ur mum nak dier dtg..tp I ttp xnk tgk muke dier..org camtu u anggap kwn??” keras suara dier warned ak.mcm biasa..ok..ak kne dgr ckp dier..ade betul gak dier ckp..



kwn yg ak pcaye slame ni backstabbed ak.kalau dier bce post ak ni..ak nk dier tau sumthing::hye “kawan”,eh! Hye “kwn baek”,ak add ko sbb ak nak ko bace blog ak.byk sal ko ni.so read it! Ak xtau bile nk jumpe ko balik..mmg x jumpe da kot.sbnrnya da lama ak pikir ksudahan cerita “frenship” kite aw..since high school lg.pcye x?man betul,ak ptt ubah cara ak bfikir sal kwn baek ni..ak salah..yepyep.mmg slh sbb anggap ko kwn baek ak..bcuz ko satu2ny kwn laki ak yg plg close.ya noe tats cool!share2 makanan tu pkara biase kn?n lg 1..ak ingatkan dg raya 8 kali ke umah ak tu pkara biasa bg ko tp sbnrya TAK.kankan?


sakit kehilangan kwn baek ni..sbb tu ak phm ape kwn2 man rase..gosh guysss,ak xtau cane nk explain tp hopefully korg fhm yg weekend shj mse yg aka de utk jumpe man..sdgkan korg ley jumpe dier ari2..ak xley..bkn nk rampas dier dr korg tp….ak perlukan dier gak..as a bf.they hates me.m I right.. ape yg betul skrg ni erk?they fucking hates me.laaaa.tp its ok.ak phm ape korg rase..well ak penah rase bile ak dgr “kwn baek” sndri bceriter sal minah laen yg lg special dr ak..ahahah.stupid.idiot.tp skrg da xkesah….mcm man ckp,kite ley bkwn ngn sape2 jer.kwn baek ak tu da blah dr idup ak jauh2..lame daaa. Babai!! Kwn baek baru ak pompuan.yes sumone yg ak ley consider as a –BESTFREIND—FINALLY-- :)

kwn2 Man...sorry eh...sorry for being Interrupter. OUTSIDER. I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothing right..

Song for a fren :)

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right

I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew?

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

And that last conversation I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My fren, who knew?

Monday, February 8, 2010

thx for making me SMILE :)

video

this vid is captured laz nite..bkn plan pon nk tgkp vid dier nga bsmgt mpetahankn hujah2 ngn aja..ahaha..tp ske la tgk vid ni..ulang2 byk kali pon xpe..ingt nk buat ringtone:::smpai mcm tu skali::: wakakaka.*ak menipu jer..cover2..* bkn ape ak upload vid ni..nk share kt uols yg ak rse sgt btuah sbb dpt bf yg membina ni..**yucx** altho kdg2 opinion dier cam bercanggah ngn idealogi ak tp yg penting we came out wif the same results sal dunia seni ni..**lg geli** :p bia ah.bez kot dpt bf yg x bpe nk sekepale..or dlm prinsip akaun dipanggil COMPLEMENTARY..AHAHA..blaja pon ok..everythings fine.smooth n....lovely :) ak tingat kate2 pedengki yg sumpah byk bunyik yg berbunyik:alaaa mula2 mmgla happy,tp last2 jd cam u ngn i gak" mmgla jd cmtu sbb ko lnsg x pnh inspired ak jd better..idup mcm katak bwh tempurung..idup ngn dunia ko jer..


love the lyrics!!
SMILE BY UNCLE CRACKER

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that


Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

Sunday, February 7, 2010

another boring day to faced of :(

ok we're finally reached LENDU.**we're refers to aja n i**
ok mcm td ak ckp..another boring day tat we,s a part student n all the masscomers itself need to face..nak atau tidak..yay!

event da makin dekat,segala persiapan dah dibuat..wpun mcm2 bnde tjd tp apepon asaimen kne siap n setel..ssh woo.hhuhu..lantak p laa.yg penting lg 2 3 4 bulan je lg ak dok kat tempat yg boring ni..lembu pun bosan dok cni..apatah lg manusia cm ktorg yg ske sgt entertainment ni.. :)) eh lupe lak nak mention ak baru balik dr kl..putrajaya.haihhhhhhh..weekend yg ak rse sgt indah..**yela ak an tgh inluv..**wawa..aja mesti geli bace ni..saba ey aja..nti ko rse gak idop bcintan cantun ni..huhu..weekend tu mmg enjoy sakan..ibarat dtg kl smata2 nk habiskan duit parents bank in every month je..**xdela habes pon..** pendek kata,duit habis tang mkn minum n menggemokkn bdn yg dh sedia comel ni je..pastu tgk wyg..yes HAUNTED UNIVERSITIES TAK BEST!!! CTR HANTU YG TAH HAPE2..gelak adela tgk antu dier..haa kalau tooth fairy sumpah best..p tgk! x rugi RM10 korg..huhu..x snonoh tol pangai..lg 1 duit byk habis kt minyak n tol..yaaaa itu sdh tentu..kalau la tong minyak tu boleh diisi dgn air paip jer..ha kompm x luak duit ak ngn aja...glr heaven ak ngn mek klantan tu..dtg shah alam smata2 nk mkn mcd shj! **bez gak..jumpe man..x rugi..** hee. kat KL lak mmg lg heaven..plg bez bila ak ngn aja x sesat pn altho aja baru 1st time drove kat KL! tp yg pelik ny bila man yg pgg stering kete,ktorg pun xtau where's exactly we r..huhu.MAN ORG TOWN.biasala..sesat2 ni normal things utk dier..xpe2..sedia byk coke je maka jumpa la jln blik..altho 1 day habiskn masa bpusing2 kat area pudu smpai naek muak mat2 bangla indon tgk ktorg..huu

juga baru sja selesai on9 permohonan kemasukan degree.fuhhh! ak da nk msk degree,mtk2 xde mslh nti..AMIN.ak plih:::

Bahagian B [Maklumat Pemilihan Program]

Pilihan 1 : MC223 - SARJANA MUDA KOMUNIKASI MASSA (KEPUJIAN) (PENYIARAN)
Pilihan 2 : MC221 - SARJANA MUDA KOMUNIKASI MASSA (KEPUJIAN) (KEWARTAWANAN)
Pilihan 3 : LG220 - IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA PENGAJIAN BAHASA GUNAAN DENGAN KEPUJIAN ( BAHASA INGGERIS UNTUK KOMUNIKASI PROFESIONAL )
Pilihan 4 : CT224 - IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA TEKNOLOGI KREATIF (PENULISAN ARTISTIK) KEPUJIAN

oyeah.hebat x pilihan ak?ahah gebang lebih.masokny x kompom lg..again ak hrpkan ape ak nk ni ak dpt.ak nk!ak nk!ak nk!**hanya org2 tdekat je tau ape jd kalau ak x dpt ape ak nk** :p

Friday, February 5, 2010

kill u

ak nk ckp kasar pun da x lrt ni tp ko mmg sshkan idop ak.ckpla ak nk lyn pangai ko yg tah pape tu.LISTEN MALE BITCH:JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE! boleh x??ko mmg btl2 sshkn idop ak dow.ko x yah nk ngayat lebih2 la weh.ak nk tgelak bce msg ko tp ak sleepy+dizzy n ak x lrt nk gelak,pntla ak nk kne forward msg2 ko kt man dan aherny ktorg mengeji ko mcm biase.dulu ak ckp leklok an??skrg ak ++ ckit perisa g,nk kasi ko clear.ak xnk la kasar sgt kang ape lak kate org.kalau d ikutkan at da lme ak maki ko kawkaw piaw ny la.ko x abes2 wat lwk bodo ok.SKRIP ko murah sgt.ko da tua,pk ayat mtg sket r.LOSER.freak.blaja tinggi2 tp otak udang gak.ko bace blog ak an??gud.tats wat i want.ko bace n ko fhm.juz leave US alone.ko xyah nk libatkan sesape dh..ak da boring.kalau ko nk sgt produce skrip murah ko tu,ko bg kt pompuan laen,ak xnk.ko boley blah.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

another late nite rubbishes

hate to type anything today.but need sumthing to release n ive found out that this is the way to "clear everything" *all the messes of course** sorry hubby for the bad feeling i gave to u today. im lost.im not ok. my life there's been heartache and pain.I don't know if I can face it again.its 1.49am n im alone now.Just look at me.Tell me you care.I said Im sorry!Don't you believe me?Hold me close and don’t let go;Im so scared to be alone.Ive been by myself for too long,And always had to be strong.Now I only want to rest;

These wars I fight no one knows.

I am weary and soon will sleep,

So hold me close and don't let go,
For I never want to be alone.


With love and patience, nothing is impossible mint!

WORDS OF EXPRESSION

SCARED OF LONELY

I'm in this fight, and it's swinging from my arms again
It's hard, you try to be the emptiness but I'm running out of time
And I'm thinking in this tension, I can't barely stand
Cause I'm lost in this rain, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

You try to be patient, but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way, won't you leave me home
Cause I'm lost in this rain, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
Cause I'm scared of lonely

I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
Cause I'm lost in this rain, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I cry at night, cause I'm thinking that nobody's by my side
To wipe away those tears of mine, though I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you, I'll scratch your hand looking for mine
Cause I'm lost in this rain, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
Cause I'm scared of lonely

I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
Cause I'm lost in this rain, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely