my wish-today, wed 05/05/2010

I wish I knew what you were thinking
I wish I could read your mind
I wish that we were together now
I wish I could call you mine

I wish I could make you understand
I wish I could make you see
I wish that I could be with you now
I wish that you were here with me

I wish I could tell you how I feel
I wish I could tell you I love you
I wish you would look me back in the eyes
I wish you would say "I love you, too"

I wish I didnt have to only dream of you
I wish I could be with you all the time
I wish I could stay in your arms forever
I wish I could say all the things on my mind

DEAR PUMPKIN

listen to my HOPE

I hope that you well get by
I hope that you well love me
I hope that you well care for me
I hope that you and I are happy
I hope that the day well came when we meet
I hope that you like what you see
I hope that you well love me
I hope that you and I well always be happy
I hope that I well not make you cry
I hope that we will last for life
I hope that love is what we will see in one other
I hope that you well never live me
I hope
I hope
I hope this well came true
I hope
I hope

I can only hope

PETRAJAYA :)

MH 5212 dr kl-----------------------> kuching! flight pkul 420. fucking tired. ekceli im not in a gud mood... haihs. there's sumthing terrible happened n im broken :( kalau ak tau....sumpah ak x mintak..mmg ak x mtk.. dh ko nk.. apepun terima kasih.

ok! mls nk pikir bnde2 shit mcmtu. dlm otak ak ni dh full! full ngn lagu WARISAN WANITA TERAKHIR> da lame ak nk dgr sumone nyanyi lagu ni live dpn ak... dreams came true bile ktorg g konsert Af*alamak malu ny...* n IWAN nyanyi lgu ni...adeh. cair mak! xley blah pas pg konsert tu ak trus dunlod lagu ni, by teacher's pet. sgt romantic kan? sungguh sungguh! :)

bitterswit of being Mint :)

yay! bkk2 je blog tgk pic nephew ak ni. tomel kan? cutest kid alive is here! congrats abg poji & kak Dora ats kelahiran bby comel ni.. *name xtau lg..haha* ni yg buat x sbr2 nk blik swak. yeah! cian alia jeles ea syg? haha. + lg nephew ak, ank2 cousin dh rmai, tah bile nk mrase ade anak buah dr abg2 sndri. ngahahaha. msti comel mcm ak..pastu ramai2 lari kt ak jerit,"mak cu...mak cu! mak cu hot sungguh arini..kalah tyra bank!".. ahahahaha. :P balik ni nk pcit geget2 budak comel ni smpai koyak rabak pipi montel dier. hesh! gerem!

today 1 ari ak ngn aja habiskn ngn kua bjimba ngn Dila & Afiq. pergh 2 org makhluk gila 2 org ni. perfect match la. 2 2 gila. Mines, sori sbb bwk monyet 2 eko ni. ohh 3 eko monyet ak bwk, including Aja. :p

perfect day with imperfect feelings. but its ok. life ade circles ny kn? arini happy, esok krg sket. well, its juz not our day. not our lucky day. kalau nk idop sdp msk syurga lah. kat dunia xde syurga. :) today I've learned tat:

• belajar menerima.
• belajar nk phm
• belajar mengalah
• belajar jgn tipu dri sndri
• belajar control diri sndri
• belajar cara nk happy :D
  

ohh God help me! mybe sbb x biasa lg so everything seems so hard. how i wish he was here with me. ohh i wish!

He's the last thing on my mind as I go to sleep at night and the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning.

I love you more then i can say and thats why i'm so scared i'm going to lose you. Because you mean everything to me, i need you because i love you!

their love is my INSPIRATION

grace gynda, better known as grace.. psmaan ktorg juz ktorg SARAWAKIAN.. n our skin is bright. hahaha. tats it. dlm fb smpat jgk ak chatting ngn grace.. dah 2 taun dier kapel ngn ijam.. wow great. love is not ez, esp when it comes to a person called~mint~. haha. skrg mls nk ckp soal study, cmon, gimme a break. skrg dh start sem break so talked about something else rather than study. btw grace lg strong, kapel ngn well known person is not ez.. lebih2 ngn schedule yg full. thx grace for the advises. :)

x kire la korg fhm ke x ape ktorg merapu dlm bhsa ibunda..haha, yg penting ade point ny d situ. ohh grace! love u! byk support dlm case2 mcmni..haha.

such a swit lyrics

Vanilla Twilight lyrics


The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

simple girl

I am no one important,
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no model,
that has a beautiful body
and a pretty face.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no inventor
that has an intelligent mind
and brilliant ideas.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am no goddess
that everyone adores
and praises.
I am just a simple girl
with a simple life.

I am a simple girl
who dresses decent,
is smart,
needs little attention
and a simple life.

us.

kegiatan arini ea? mcm biase ak habeskn duit ngn aja..*tp bjaya gak ak hold duit ak* x shopping pon. glr lah! mint x shoping. incredible. hahaha. hang out ngn juniors from uitm malacca mmg sgt syiokkkk. sbb we use to get so close b4, yelah. mostly org ckp, kita akn lebih rapat ngn bdk2 hostel rather than clasmates. yeah rite. minggu ni pack. ahaaa pack dgn TDO, ON9, SHOPPING. MKN. JALAN-JALAN. **ekceli ak xnk buat blg tah pape ak ni sbg diary tp mcm diary gak finally doh..** hah lg 1, kua p crik umah~DAUS & RAHMAN..tq guys. such an great effort as u guys willing to spent sdikit masa tlg ktorg wif the houz. N YES, DPT RUMAH KAT SEKSYEN 7, FLA. BLOK 6. no uma sorila x ingat. ok...hidop ak mmg xley lari dr tangga. great. x ckop ngn bt caves kat uitm lendu, ak dpt tingat 5 plak kat s.alam. tenaek lah. terima kaseh byk2 lah. mmg ko nk kaki ak lg mantap kan?such a wonderful day dpt habiskan msa ngn man ari2.. wpun dier maintain bz, tp maintain jgk ngn komitmen sbg seorg bf yg cool. wekkks. thx syg. make sure umo 23 kite kawen k? *DAUS:xley la cot,ak xley bygkn ko kawen lg 2 taun!" hahaha. sengal lah daus. lepak ngn dier mmg xciting sgt. n thx again atas rehearsal mlm td ea? pukol 4 pg trun nek tangga angkt brg kau. hahahaah. no hal lah. kalau boleh bykkn la lg harta bnda ko tu kasi ak ngn aja angkat, bia tumbuh muscles, jd hulk hogan.

sorila weh cuz lighting x cantik, cmtu la jgj pic ko. haha. geram ea aja? bdebat ngn man & Daus? rilek ja, pasni kite tubuh parlimen sndri. ade kerusi ley baling2. haha

bapak control. tau ak nk tgkp gmbr jer ko cover muka kn? market sgt muka ko kn daus. msti takot cikaro2 kt luar sana mandrem ko kn? haha

weh korang! pasni mari Hartamas lg? :p

another few more days to go b4 ak balik tanah air. chewah! haha. kalau org tye ak xcited ke x..bolehla kot kalau ak nk jwb,TAK BERAPA NK XCITED LAH. boleh? mmg ak happy sbb nk jumpe parents, alahai rindu mak bpk ak, all the foods. adoiiii. lg2 ikan sembilang msk asam pedas chef Sarkawi..roasted chicken every weekend.. cekodok gemok mak ak..ayam grg black pepper.. yummm! boleh bikin gemok gedempol...tp rse ny ak prefer duduk uma, kemas uma..sediakn teh pns pkol 5 ptg, msk nasik pkol 530 ptg..rather than lepaka ngn old frens. fren?tah ke mana. ssh nk catch up mcm dulu.. smpai ak tfikir, nanti nk kawen, ak ade kwn x? haha. ade kot. gatai nk fikir soal kawen, blaja pon x abes. plan nk dpt duit mcm2 ngn man.. haihs! :p

well, apapon, at least ktorg ade plan sndri utk future. future ktorg :) n insyaAllah, xkn sia2 planning ktorg. AMIN.

with farah & aja. sugar of my life. i can say tat, this two monkeys is my real fren for almost three years. we're together thru ups & down.

partner in crime.

THE SWEETEST GIFT OF MY LIFE.

Thank you for your sweet, sweet love.. u'll never truly know Juz how happy that u make me n how much I love you so :) ckup swit tak syg??

i love u! so much.