whenshewasborn

I Cant Talk When Im Crying, So Dont Ask Me "Whats Wrong?" Just Hug Me

Love is never beautiful, but I will keep until I die. he is the man I love. today I cry, tomorrow promise me a happiness. fight for love, is not easy. i'll not give up. im strong and determined. im 21th and i want the best for myself.although it has not been easy. it is not easy. within two years,

many "trials" faced by my friends to keep their love alive. TWO YEARS MINT! TWO YEARS. grace.. mun & jibam. be strong. This patient made me strong. yes. each days. many tears for him..why he never understood? how deep is ur love huh? women wants to be pampered. guess its a normal things. God plz Give me strength.

bkk sem ni. ok, terlampau byk planning. haha. I would like to join the dance class! besides being thin, it is healthy. kan kan? haha. bln 6 results deg kua, grrr.. theres a butterfly in my stomach! preparations were made. stayin wif frens in the rental house would b great! how i cant wait. ok bax to our story regarding the dance class, actually my dream is to dance in front of everyone..with great style. sexy and seductive. haha. im not jk. i really mean it. I've sent an email to dance joyclub Academy, and asking for a monthly fee, I hope the dance classes are not expensive and fit with my financial situation as a student. my mom gave "consent". consent--haha mcm askar plak.

My diet story runs smoothly . Today I ate rice in a very very very very little quantity.. yiay! exercise in the evening. wellll......exercise is not easy. When I managed to lose weight, some people doesnt see the effort. but im pretty happy! aku slim kot. cmon! korang jeles. most of my frens finally realized and told me to stop dieting but aint gona stop. wat do u guys knw bout the satisfaction of being skinny.. u guys noe nothing.now stop bothering me. hahahha

so here the song..tat always accompanying me. listened to it makes me STRONG.

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you
Thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff
Time is up, 'cause I've had enough

You were there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that
I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong

'Cause if it wasn't for all
That you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in on a good thing
Before I'd realized your game

I heard you're going 'round
Playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feelin' I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Guess you're wanting to hurt me
But that won't work anymore
No more, uh uh, it's over

'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now
And never back down
So I wanna say thank you


How could this man I thought I know
Turn out to be unjust so cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth

You tried to hide your lies
Disguise yourself through
Living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

Thought I would forget
But I remember
Yes I remember
I'll remember

(^_^)