M I THE ONE TO BLAME?

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Ok.lets talk nonsense here**yap s usual** pissed off.skrg ak nk ckp sal besfren.
Ye maksud besfren..puas ak ngn man bgado smlm.abes rm4 ak wat saver..huhu.tp xpela..::eh siot ny junior ak ckp suara nk besar..sumbat mulot ko ngn botol kang::: ok2 smbung blik..sorry mood lari la since ak sampai Melaka ni..lebih2 lg bile xde apa nk dibuat kat cni.wasted duh mase ak kt cni..tol ckp man,part 6 cam xde life..arini mmg ak xde mood sgt..adelaaaa hal yg mbabitkan ak ngn man..dimana tempias ny?yes!mmg ak tekena..tekena byk ekceli..bkn tempias saja mlh banjir skali..lencun kot 1 badan ak..huwarghhh I hate tis feeling!!!! Double triple shityyyyyy! Ak lost kwn bek ak..ok ak ley consider lg.kwn yg mmg ssh nk d anggap kwn.kwn dr sekolah menengah lg..buat ak rse cam----jantung kne tikam ngn samurai-------- sakit! Da kne mrh pun ngn man..siap kne warning lg.. “ I xkesah ape u nk ckp..tp yg I tau,I xnak tgk muka dier kat wedding kite nti..biala kalau ur mum nak dier dtg..tp I ttp xnk tgk muke dier..org camtu u anggap kwn??” keras suara dier warned ak.mcm biasa..ok..ak kne dgr ckp dier..ade betul gak dier ckp..



kwn yg ak pcaye slame ni backstabbed ak.kalau dier bce post ak ni..ak nk dier tau sumthing::hye “kawan”,eh! Hye “kwn baek”,ak add ko sbb ak nak ko bace blog ak.byk sal ko ni.so read it! Ak xtau bile nk jumpe ko balik..mmg x jumpe da kot.sbnrnya da lama ak pikir ksudahan cerita “frenship” kite aw..since high school lg.pcye x?man betul,ak ptt ubah cara ak bfikir sal kwn baek ni..ak salah..yepyep.mmg slh sbb anggap ko kwn baek ak..bcuz ko satu2ny kwn laki ak yg plg close.ya noe tats cool!share2 makanan tu pkara biase kn?n lg 1..ak ingatkan dg raya 8 kali ke umah ak tu pkara biasa bg ko tp sbnrya TAK.kankan?


sakit kehilangan kwn baek ni..sbb tu ak phm ape kwn2 man rase..gosh guysss,ak xtau cane nk explain tp hopefully korg fhm yg weekend shj mse yg aka de utk jumpe man..sdgkan korg ley jumpe dier ari2..ak xley..bkn nk rampas dier dr korg tp….ak perlukan dier gak..as a bf.they hates me.m I right.. ape yg betul skrg ni erk?they fucking hates me.laaaa.tp its ok.ak phm ape korg rase..well ak penah rase bile ak dgr “kwn baek” sndri bceriter sal minah laen yg lg special dr ak..ahahah.stupid.idiot.tp skrg da xkesah….mcm man ckp,kite ley bkwn ngn sape2 jer.kwn baek ak tu da blah dr idup ak jauh2..lame daaa. Babai!! Kwn baek baru ak pompuan.yes sumone yg ak ley consider as a –BESTFREIND—FINALLY-- :)

kwn2 Man...sorry eh...sorry for being Interrupter. OUTSIDER. I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothing right..

Song for a fren :)

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right

I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew?

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

And that last conversation I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My fren, who knew?