hello guys ape cer? hehe pe cer ye.. skrg study week, what was i thinking? I have less time to study. I spent most of my "precious" time on surfing the internet, reading blogs, youtube-ing, downloading songs and etc. Pmls kan ak? What is going on min? Ko nak pisang berbuah 2 kali, dsbbkan kemalasan kau? eheh. Yes yes yes !study week has begin, and my 1st paper would be on saturday, what should i say about the progress? Preparation? kalau korg tye synopsis movies for sure ak blh jwb, but duno lah, desire to study mmg sgt tinggi skrg. Nak hafal sikit2 kan. haha konon2lah.tp desire utk weekend ni lg DASHYATTTTT!- spend the night at the curve would be naiiiiseee hihi :) $%^&*()^%$ duit mmg byk habis - but its worth it - instead of watching tv kat umah, mmg syg umah banglo ni, but as a normal human being who loves entertainment rather than book n tv without ASTRO, so we better go out, wandering anywhere we want to. Kekeke. its been 4 am now n as usual i still cant sleep, my eyes r wide open while my stomach is full with nuggets n some fatty oily foods -.-' went to OU just now n watched movie - THOR. gosh its an awesome movie!!! Chris Hemsworth acted so sexy !! Loves his body muchoooo ! Berbaloi-baloi weyh! sgt best - semua movies yg ak tgk semua ny best - most probably this week saje ak habis 100 bucks kot -.-'' Tp best sgt, Satisfied! im having fun. movie is my real lust. hihi. Planning wasn’t bad. I simply fired up my search engine of choice, tp choice punya choice the end up dgn watch all the movies in 1 week, probably less than 1 week - i made it Jyeahhh ! :D Moneyyyy? (me with a look of sliiiight consternation on my face) -.-'' - tp aku mmg betul having fun with my dear boyfie - love you baby. sorry for being so roughed this few days, im trying to change now believe me, im struggling. - conflicted. Im stuck. Dah SETAHUN SETENGAH syg our relationship - mesti my ex rasa defeated kan sbb die cursed kite akan kapel not more than 8 months - so stupid la that guy- keep on calling me & talking shit semua then ajak lepak- get a life la bodoh. Jaga awek ko je dah enough.

Ni di antara movies yg ak dah tgk wee :)



















I love my life, because im full of joy, I love my life, because I make great choices, I love my life because im in love, I love my love because I found some one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. ALhamdulillah. - just in case la kan kot kot ade yg tak puas hati ke ape, simpan la dlm2 perasaan awk tu sbb ak sentiasa anggap senang je- ko nak menyalak ko menyalak sorang jnji u wont bite me. Sbb after beaten by a dog, lg2 anjing yg ade symptom anjing gila, woo effect die teruk wey, blh mati, so knowing that the dog wouldnt bite me so its okay la derr. Ape je anjing blh buat selain menyalak? HAHA. Just in case saje, yelah kdg2 kite buat silap kat org kan, org tu terkecik hati n mkn dlm- we duno rite? so sorryla kalau tak puas hati dgn sy :)

I may not be the most beautiful, or the sexiest, nor do I have the perfect body. But I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not, I’m good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I’ve done in my past, but I’m proud of who I am today. nobody is perfect, but that’s what makes everything interesting.

Find a guy who calls
you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'

1) I Love You. Always

2) ..me and the girl who makes me realized how important life is, n what would it be if i was in that situation, where the only transportation that connecting me to the other place is just a small boat. - aborigine lives around me etc. then the only place where i can meet with my frens is the only small shop selling basic groceries & junk foods. No shopping complex, nothing, just a scary river, a place to swim n play with fren, school as a playground, walking without shoe is nothing peculiar in this place. I love being there - enjoyed every single moment of it - love the food - jantung pisang masak lemak with salted fish, ayam masak kicap, kpg fried rice - cleaning the mosque, finding an insects together, swimming .. Kpg seri pagi - have what it takes to change me. Spoiled brat. Knowing this girl - Ehm what more can i say.I miss 'em.

3) My baby.

4) Gila durian.Hantu durian.Kaki durian.

5) M craving for this lovely chocolate cake with a combination of vanilla + Chocolate ice cream on top of it. Its not that expensive - only 5 bucks - Vivo. Times Square - hope to see u this friday.

ergh DONE with shooting, Yes we're done with Japanese language shooting. Lega kan? Lega betul awok ckp. Huhu. sesungguhnya. cececey ;p mmg susah wey nk shoot/ practice other language besides than Bm & Bi, n lagi 1, BAHASA MELAYU SARAWAK. hihi :) mmg sgt memerlukan daya usaha, ketekunan serta kesabaran, teras. haha. keluar kaki ke jalan, masuk kepala ke angin, kepala angin utk sesiapa, mmg utk sesiapa je masa tu. Tu baru adegan 1, adegan kembang kuncup, sekuncup mood semua org, hujan kan. So hujan petir dlm diri masin-masing :) tp tu tak kisahla. Cliche byk, tp nmpk. Tak kesahla sbb normal kan. Masuk adegan kedua- adela org duk tngkp gmbr2 model2 kaki kecik sekecik semut, tp kelakar okay, itu bkn model, pernah tgk minah rempit tak? pernah kan? bezanya cuma minah rempit tu bergaon. Ber-dress bagai. haha, selidik punya selidik one of 'em said , ' ni ade muka jepun....." - tak sempat ko habiskan ayat murah kau, err..err..awkward, ko apahal? - bodoh. mentality class E. Rupanya ko junior part 1 dip. blah la kau. Jantan ayam. adegan2 byk, berpusing-pusing, atas jembatan - hah lupa nk mention - location Tasik Shah Alam seksyen 2 - angin terbang sekali ngn hujan. mcm elNina. hahahaha. Lantak mampos. yg ptg kerja siap. Ade bnda blakang kira. Adegan2 lg, blablabla, mcm2 cerita - lari-lari - habis shooting ! Berapa byk shooting dah setel weh, journalism is not all about having a writing skills - yet the great personality as well, look, voice, heart- MOST IMPORTANT - BRAIN. ak mls nk story psl shoot shoot ni lah. Penat otak.

My current obsession! These outfit really inspired me. I dun really a girl with a good sense of style but when it comes to a clothes, u can call me a Shapaholic :)

Hey long time no see :)

Lame kot tak blogging, since it was so hectic here in Shah Alam, Ive got so many things to be shared to u guys, But tak semua la since there is a spy in my life, "prohibiting" me from talking shit towards others, tak kire la itu benda @ manusia @ haiwan. Rase mcm public figure plak kan? harharhar. Bile last ak post sumthing kt blog ni? Tak hengat la. Rasenye kat kch kot, b4 start sem? Guess so. From A-Z. not everything ran smoothly, ade jgk belok2 ny. Cume yg less important tu, eloklah kalau kite put in the bottom. Right? From asaimen, frenships, feelings, class, foods, body, bucks & hair n blablabla. M stress.

Asaimens - definitely ssh nk bwk byk subjek but what to do? Follow the flow. Kdg2 bosan hari2 masuk class, ATTENDANCE ptg weh, nothing is crucial than that. Follow what the lect's wants, kdg2 ssh, tp no choice. nk markah? Sila ikut. Well tade istilah kipas -mengipas dlm idup ak, just try my very best, altho sumtimes when there is sumthing bad happen tho. I cant convince everyone what i am capable of - if u see it then u will know, u noe its hard to please other, its hard to built a trust, hard to keep other's mouth shut. Hard to tell others that we're not okay most of the time, but i must say that m good in hiding my feelings, either it will end up smoothly or not. JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW. That's exactly the reason I keep pushing myself further and further because once I reach my goal of whatever it is, I need to set another one. If you had know me 4 years ago you would have seen a completely different person than today...And 2 years from now I will be completely different from today still. Do not judge me. Frenship, Blablabla, i dun really have a nice frens. I dun really need a bestfriend since i learned, Dorg selalu tade kat sebelah time susah. Teringat kata2 lect, Jgn ade kwn baek, ckpla ade kwn2 biasa. Yes indeed- sbb kwn2 biasala yg akan tlg kite time susah. Kalau cmtu, ramaila yg akan tlg ak nti. Hihi. Feelings - i dun really care- m free to do anything. i've gained 3 kgs - frankly- not caring a bit. haha. ak ngn man, okayla- we're together for 1 year, 4 months & 3 days - today. We often fought, we're almost break up, we screamed at each other, pinched each other, get bruises everyday, mad at each other - we laughed together, we talked about others together, talking crab about sumone else then laughed about it HAHAHA. - everytime we went to cinema, sit on the floor like homeless n start our observation. Who cares tho? Sitting on the floor doesnt mean u have no money! Heheh. Go die with such mentality. You wear branded stuff but you only got 2 bucks in wallet. haha. You're not different from a homeless actually. Everyone is talking about "bieber fever" nowadays - entahla, bg ak, die tu mcm budak sekolah menengah yg BARU NAK UP. hahaha sorry gals. I duno what so special bout him - "soft" kiddo voice, Ugly hairdo & --- boast, show off... brag - FREEDOM OF SPEECH. Suke hati ak nk ckp ape, okay? foods - the more money i received every week, the more kg i have gained- simple hypothesis telling everything. Now sgt stress memikirkan how to be in shape again. =.='' alangkah kechiwa nya bile semalam went to mac n asking for an Ipad 2 then mamat tu ckp - "october baru keluat kak"- dhla panggil ak kakak, buat ak rasa tua, bg plak berita sedih kt ak, so kene la tunggu until next sem then buy it. shit. 1 week to study week. Wondering what to do in in 4 months =.=''