• Convocation is finally over
• It was fun tho , altho there's only few pictures taken , heavy rain is a main barrier. Damn its our historic day.
  
• sedih kan.
• The system is sucx , poor parents who have a long wait outside the hall. Janji pukul 12 tp enter the hall pukul 2. Babis la korg. Those yg dah tua lg kesian. Then sum parents yg berbaris lama n pjg plak pak guard tak kasi masuk with so many alasan. Fuck u pakguard. Everywhere pun same. U guys are completely a mess.
• 5 hours in the hall. Kroih kroih zzz
  
• Noisiest convocation ever - the one who gave us the certificate , i forgot who. Hehehe
• monday - went to uitm to return the convocation robe , together with monkey from klate & Ida , went to mcd taipan , Izah n i finally met. Phew. I got the sims already.. feelin very relieved n hapy that finally I got the game , after a longgggg wait.
• Tuesday - Im here in kuching , i didnt miss anything nor anyone here , i have few frens left. So its quite boring.
• staying at home is the best choice. I miss the smell of my room either.
  
• Will be bax to S.alam on 28th- end of this month. Wish i can have a good times with parents.
• .. i guess my hormonal changes will strike often. Humph.
• Will get fatter i knew that.
• Missing my pie already. 1 month without him , swill drive me crazy.

With parents , My dad - wpun salu sgt bebel , tp ttp syg sgt2. Hopefully boleh kurangkan pasni -.- p/s ; i hope i make u proud mak & bpks.



Bless :)


New hair :)
He likes it.


♥How you love me like no other
♥The way you touch me as if I might break
♥ How you tell me long stories that have no meaning, but you know I'll listen anyway
♥ How you listen to me talk for hours
♥ How you forgive me when I do wrong
♥ The way we play stupid games, but you play anyways
♥ How you would do anything I say * Hihihi

Hyelow peeps ! Im back with a new story , not a hot story , just assume it as "warm..' hee :)

• I have cut my hair short
• I dun care what people say , as long as im happy with the changes.
• Td tgk wyg ngn Monyet & adik monyet yg comel , we spent our money on watching a terrible movie ; haunted changi * im thinkin to do some research regarding this film , there's a history behind this creepy place , located in singapore if im not mistaken. According to this film, they were using the actual video, the recording of a group of ghost seekers in Singapore. Yaa mmg permulaan film ni interesting sbb that creepy place mmg really scary tp makin lama makin nonsense. Too Bizzare. Over. Tak masuk akal.
• Rupenzel & harry potter & ngangkung is sold out -.-''
• we're having fun - took so many stupid piccas.
  
• we're also playing the token-token game. Haha. What a waste.
• Tomorrow is goin to be a hectic day , we're about to go to find a new lance for my camera ;) kinda excited. Thanks baby for ur willingness to spend ur time with my parents & i.
• Oh yah , i bought a new shoes. ;)
  
• 
  

Ade sorg ni die nyanyi utk ak lagi mlm ni ; Die tau ak moody ; die tau ak tak sedap hati, mcm mlm2 selalu , die nyanyi ; die kate,

" Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
And don't you know..."

- ape yg ak buat is just dgr die nyanyi sampai habis. Then lupa. Bila ingat balik , die kate lg,

"You got to make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby.."

- Aku hodoh. Mmg tak cantik. Biase jer ;( Please buat ak lega , boleh ? die kate ,

"Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had...baby..."

Senyum. Lepas. Die byk buat ak tido. N tido. N sedar. Bloopp ! knp ?? die kate lg ,

"Don't you cry
Tonight.."

Terima kasih. i love you. terima ksih buat ak lega. Lega yg teramat sgt. Tido. Gudnite dunia =)

Sweet.
manis.
Putih
gebu
cantik.

Ye bikin lupa.

Taraf.
Oh tak.
tak mencapai,
Tak tercapai.

Hilang,
Sbb tak sama.
Dengan yg lain.

Di satu hari.

Hai. Oh hai !
-.-''

Dan aku.
Kau - syaitan.
Bertopengkan manusia.

Usia terlalu muda ,
nanti kau terkejut.
Terpana.
Senyap.
Jgn petah berkata-kata.

Sbb kau perkecil.

MELIHATKU. =)

Kita dewasa. Err , awl dewasa maksudnya. Tak dewasa sgtla. Baru nk tgk dunia - kata mak. Betul. Jgn berjalan , naek bukit , naek gunung , & terbang -------> terus , tanpa melihat balik ke bumi tempat sebenar kita berpijak. Hidup penuh cliche , hidup byk menyindir , hiperbola. Sbnrnya bkn mcmtu , hidup cuma straight. Mcm previous entry , aku ckp - Lumrah manusia. Membelitkan , membengkokkan , sesat - mcm ayah pin yg dungu. Simple , bg nasihat - teruja sbb tak belum terbang batu pahit panas ke btg hidung sendiri. Lebih simple , Mendengar lagu2 penguat jiwa , Mcm aku jugak , haha, kdg2 dgr metallica , nirvana . aku maki dlm hati , sorg2. Haha. Bkn susah nk maki org , otak mengolah , jiwa menolak , lidah menyembur. Aku hebat kotttt. Semua org nak hidup perfect , tak sedar , kalau takde hidup yg tak perfect mcm mana nk baiki diri ? Maka semua org akan anggap diri ni perfect ! - ramai kan org mcmtu . Bak kata Fasha Sendat menyendat , " saya tak kisah apa org nak ckp pasal saya , nk pergi ke parti holloween ke , pakai seksi.. tak kisah.." err aku ubah ayat nya , bg lagi dramatik & menyakitkan hati. Exaggerated kate org putih. Hihi. Bodoh ko ni Fasha. Ko mmg fun , Buat penyedap kata org. Ni contoh org yg anggap diri dorg perfect kot - padahal otak bodoh ubi kayu. Erk. Well thats life. Kdg2 nak kuat pun susah sbb actually ada sumthing dlm diri kita halang kita untuk kuat. Kita boleh ke ? Soalan cepumas. Senang nk ckp tp ssh nk bikin. Nak tgk boleh ke tak ? just look at the day. Kalau esoknya kita masih bkk mata yg bertaik bila bgn tdo , hah maka bolehla tu. Cuma sakit sikit. Luka mana tak sakit en ? Circle of life - Bende ni kalau blh nk avoid tp nak buat camane , dah Tuhan tentukan mcmtu. Elak punye elak , kite dpt jugak. Damn ! Mati nyawa. Aku tenang (wpun ttp call maraah2 Man sbb bat die kong so ak takley get thru.. ) tak tau knp , mungkin sbb environment ? Putrajaya best ? who says ? Putrajaya lembah kerajaaan. Mustahil best bg ak. Cume org2 die leboh polite & berjasa. Berjasa ? Err tak perlulah aku huraikan. Credit bg yg faham. Yg tak faham , Bye.

aku dengar
aku baca.
alert
sensitip
dlm bhsa org putihnya
dalam bhs rojaknya

Yap mmg ada di situ
masih lagi ,
mcm semalam.

kekal
terdampar
kaku
sayu
setiap kata.

Hilafnya hancur.
Pedih.
Sifatnya separuh.
Hilang aktif.
Berkata-kata - celoteh.
diam.

Hancur.

Aku suka.
sekejap.
tak lama.

Sesungguhnya aku takut.
Obsesi menghantui.
Menjadi-jadi !

Jauhilah aku Ya Allah.

Bila keadaan dah kembali aman , hati kita pun berbunga-bunga. Alhamdulillah :)

Random latenite trashes ;

• Im goin to cut my hair , a lil bit shorter tomorow , yaa its short now actually but for me it doesnt suit my face. Damn. I need it shorter.
• Im about to bring mom to IKEA. Happy shop huh maaa.
• send my baby to service center, Humph when ? Tatau lah.
  
• Im uglier day by day.
• Oh yaa ! i've bought new nichii's heels. Piccas will be uploaded in the next entry. Wait yaw !
• I was craving for haagen dasz before , but just now i ate it. Greedily. Yummy yumm !
  
• Adam Lambert , Kim Bum , Mike chang & Lee dong Wook - My fantasy hero at this moment :pp
• i havent work out yet this week , Damn all the fat will be coming soon. Watch out !
• Im not sure either want to keep my hair shorter for the next couple of years , but for me its good to take risk once in a while. Phew.
  
• Im bored here.
• Im stuck in my room playing Zombie vs Plant and surfin the net.. blabla.
• I was thinking about the sims. How i wish i could have a wing to fly to izzah's house , ask her to install the gamesss. Nobody cares. Humph.
• I love my mum :)
• I fuckingly miss my brothers.
• Im thinking about having a baby. Meow. * its only a random feeling people.
• Haters are loser
• If im a loser , i would love to be a beautiful loser.
• ..yet im surrounded by a talented losers. Hahaahahahahahahaha.Enough.
  
• Listening to Gaga.
• Im suffering from insomnia decease.
  
• Tanak memaksa. Tanak sudah , kalau nak then its a good sign.
• What is Poke means ? there were 6 people poking me in fb.
• im not an emo type of person , its just a small changes in my hormone system. Hormonal changes. Huhu
  
• 
  

Lumrah hidup manusia , "life as we know it.." - Katherine Heigl & Josh Duhamel. Orite this entry is nothin to do with this film , yaa just a little bit , where life is full with unexpected scenes n dramas. Drama queens-es & king-es is everwhere. Susah nak avoid kn ? Creat any bad perception about life , regretted , failure , - not me. i'm trying to avoid any crisis in life. My life is too pure too be contaminated with a bad element - anasir jahat. Kotor. Bkn pasal dalaman aku. Ianya mengenai persekitaran more. Diulang - persekitaran. Luckily i was born with a heavy bad evil tamper but easy to be calmed. Aku mudah sejuk. I dont want to create any drama bcuz it will only create much more circumstances dalam hidup. Ak tak suke dituduh sbg penyebab kpd sesuatu keburukan. Hak masing-masing nak menilai , kehidupan bkn selalu di atas. Susah nak jaga hati semua org kan ? Hatred ? NOpe - lansung takde. Sbb benda mcmtu tak mendatangkan apa-apa benefit , tak bg duit , yet happiness. For me a person with so many hatred - some sort of sickness. Nobody wants to be blame. Apa-apa yg berlaku kat dunia ni , Maaf kalau ak terkasar bahasa , perilaku yg sumtimes annoyed org. I dont want to hated. We are all the same , Human being. Full with imperfection, n yet , WE ARE ALL SINNER. Mengaku semua benda aku buat betul , ERR , better jgn fikir mcmtu , Tak baek kak Limah , just sumtimes kita tak ngam , sbb lifestyle kita lain. But doesnt mean we need to fight for each other's right. Tanaklah. Kite tak perfect , selalu buat kesalahan , even hari-hari , buat salah , kekal dgn dosa. Sbb ape ? sbb kita manusia. We refused to be pathetic but tak sedar kita sdg menuju ke arah itu. Tak guna kan ? Different people with different lifestyle. Different views. dan aku , bknla jenis yg kemas org nya. Baek dr segi pergaulan , percakapan. Terpulang pd yg susah nak terima. Sorry. Man salu ckp ; "kalau u tau i mcmni mesti u tanak kapel ngn i kan ? / skrg i dah gemok pun u setia lg kn ? - hehe syg , what are talking about. Mcm ko ckp , ko pandang aku dari mata hati. Ko gemuk pun sebab aku. Terima jelah ape ada nya kau. Tak susah. Kalau kau botak tengah pun aku terima syg , sbb bagi aku , ko lagi best dr coklat putih. Lg manis. Mcm ko terima aku jugak , gemok hodoh dan perasan cantik. Sendawa kuat , salu nk terkentut tp kene tahan sbb takut kau pengsan. Wpun aku tak perfect , ko terima jugak. Mcm aku terima kewujudan kwn2 aku. Yg bergelar kwn , tiada yg hina. Sbb bg aku mereka terbaik among terbaik. Musuh ? Entahla. Kot ade yg anggap aku musuh ketat ? Tell me apa nak buat , im not living this world to please others. Nak benci pun bencilah. Blog ni bodoh gila. Kdg2 aku suka merapu meraban tak tentu hala , tp everyday aku tgk viewers ttp bertambah. Dah cecah 6 ribu +++. TQ ! That is mean , living in tis world doesnt require us to be 100% perfect. Ada yg boleh terima ada yg tak. Terpulang. Nawaitu masing-masing. :)

Currently listening to Guns and Roses - Don't you cry tonight.

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

Dulu dan sekarang.
Beza sgt luas.
Besar.
Terdampar.

Jgn terkedu.

Dulu dan sekarang.
Peduli atau tidak.
Tiada beza.

bagi kau.
sama.

Banyak.
bagiku lebih dari banyak.
Mungkin sebenarnya sgt halus.
Aku hanya mempebesarkan cerita.

Mengada-ngada.

Entah.
Biarkan , macam tu ke ?
yang sepatutnya.

Dulu , mungkin taksub.
Suka sgt.
Senyum sampai telinga.
Alangkah bagusnya kalau tiada.
Waktu tu.

Dan aku .. Tetap mcm tu.
Jgn lakukan secara terpaksa, apa-apa pun.

Lakukannya mcm dulu.
Ampun.

~ Ayuh kumpulkan bala tentera mu kerana mungkin kau tak pernah merasa mempunyai pengikut dahulu ! Ayuh !

Regrets.

for 21 years I lived in this nice world, I have never felt such regret. I tot my world getting nicer , but it is just the beginning of the disaster. How many years do i need to wait ? couple of months ? Another couple of years ? Lets face the fact ; YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT. keeping you in my world is my biggest decision ever. If i could turn back the clock , i would never asking you to be in my world. Enough said. You knew how to be Nice to me , for a certain period of time. No matter if its hurt , u'll knw, u'll need to face it shortly. Then u repeat the same Shits. So thank You dear.

...Bangga upload pic clubbing ? Badan kau mmg shedap , montok tak hengat. Ibarat telan beras berkampit-kampit. Kau ada kawan, oh cantik kate nye ; kate nye la. Menurut beliau, dan kwn2. Mungkin itu , sekadar sedikit dari tatapan manusia zaman skrg, yg bagi aku ; MANUSIA YANG BARU NAK UP. Ha-ha-ha.

bising betul, bebel. bangang. Bosan bukan ? sory syg, ak mmg kuat bebel, err. kemaruk tidak, tidak, kadang-kadang, tak selalu, But most of the times , kau faham, kau diam. BAGUS. Aku hidup , aku garang, aku baran, kau kate aku ckp sepah, terlampau laju bahasanya, kau tanya, aku jawab, 1 soalan, 10 kau dpt, kau senyum, aku muncung ; ITU PERKARA BIASA, kau sayang aku sangat sangat mcm salu, dari hari pertama mata bersua, sampai ke hari ini dan hari belum mencapai senja, terima kasih sayang, hari hari kau mkn , hari hari suap, tak pernah dahaga, walaupun bebelan, kadang-kadang tak faham perangai. "puteri lindungan hati.." kau kujaga hati, bodoh hina, org di sekeliling , (mcm nak tikam ngn batu ) , biarkan , bkn mereka bg kita mkn, Aku tak ingin nak rapat ngan kau pun si hina, biarkan. Aku ada dia , dia dia dan kawan rapatku. Alangkah sayangnya hati :)

since i cant sleep , could be bcuz of insomnia i guess ? most probably. ok lah , lets talk about life ; err, i mean , randomly. yela, ak pun bkn bagus berfalsafah mcm suami yg trsyg, mybe sbb ak mmh dah dididik utk ckp direct and a little harsh. Hm. For certain people who knew me.

Ak mmg suka bkk blog org, tak kire la, tumblr pun best. Sum of 'em mmg ak knl while sum of 'em nope. But there's one girl , mmg knl , fren of mine also, juga merangkap kwn suami. Ak bkk tumblr die ni , skali baca , dh tau die mmg seorg yg sgt baek, soft spoken ( yes indeed ) , suami pun ckp bnde yg sme, die mmg baek. She's also a good listener, in a perfect word , she's great as human being perhaps. Duno why, as soon as reading her tumblr, i felt like she's lying bout her own feeling. We can hide it with our expression but sumtimes, we just cant hide it from our heart, n its written in her tumblr.

Poor girl.

We just cannot believe 100% in Love , its fade. Couple of years bercinta , sapa sangka kn, terputus di tgh jalan, yeah, maybe fade doesnt brought 'em together , n she's still Loves him ! sedih nya ! Well, ak tak tau mcm mane kalau bnde ni jadik kat ak, memandangkan ak jenis yg sgt degil, hot tempered, pale batu =.=''

That life. Benda yg kita plan , salu tak mjadik. Sume tu keje Tuhan kn, "sumtimes people that gives the greatest impact on u will stay for a short time.." . Betul kn ? tak kire la kwn ke, Bf, families. Sabar ? tu jela blh dilakukan, Bunuh diri ? jauh skali. suffer kn kalau hidup sorg2 without sumone yg kite syg ; besides than frens & families i mean. But its not a big deal for those who never be in love b4. Sbb dorg dah biasa ? Cube kalau yg dah lame couple then tiba2 clash. What a mess :(

11 months in love with him, em almost 1 year, is a great period with so many circumstances. mostly we dont remember the day, but we remember the moment. Alhamdulillah we made it. Happiest couple on earth ? tak berani nk ckp cmtu sbb Tuhan blh tarik anytime He want. Im happy with him. bkn sbb die salu try turuti kemahuan ak but, for what he is. Dulu n skrg, shows so many changes ; tak kire la dr segi fizikal ( si gemok & tembam ), but the way we used to be when we're together. Bkn nk puji Bf sendiri, hahah, but he's my bestfriends, ( selain si gile Aja Fauzi ) , the person that makes me laugh, who will kiss me on my forehead, accompany me. I will not ask to be with him forever , (bcuz for me it sounds Yecks ), but i'd rather used a word , "until the end of time.." Shweet tak ? Kurr ~ Jgnla geli geli, Biasela org kapel duh =.='' but be careful, the worst is yet to come. Damnit !



~ life is trying things to see if they work. :)

Hello great Wednesday !! the holiday is finally arrives yaww ! i would ♥ to wish everyone happy wonderful Holiday. Jgn nakal nakal yuk ! my flight is on 13th, wish is this saturday :( why m i upset ? hahah yela , sbb nti 1 week tak jumpe die, why 1 week ? Only ?thats bcuz i'll be back here on 19th nov, with my mum, nak amek jubah for convocation. Wee !

Paper ak dh pun Ended yesterday, ( lega ) tp ak preferred nk balik lambat sikit sbb besides than spend time with ♥, nk temankn si Aja jugak , paper die habis esok , lupe la wat date ! huhu. Now only two of us left in this house , sounds creepy huh ? kind of. Tp takde apela, ramai manusia kt cni. i'll be missing him the most, i'll be missing my baby too !

I'm a spoiled brat
I do what i want
I say what i want
I get what i want
Whatever i see i want i get
I'm a spoiled brat because i get whenever i want something
My mum get me when i dont even ask
My parents spoils me everyday when they go places
Its not a good thing to be spoiled because you ain't gone want to do nothing when you get older
I'm spoiled and I'm afraid of that
I am a spoiled brat
I do whatever i want to do
Thats me a spoiled brat

Spoiled Brat! !

;tell me sayang, do look i pretty enough for you?





P/s ; i knw it looks ugly, ( since im not good in editing.. ) , but im still glad to try ;) - u knw i always in a mood to edit out pictures.

Wishing u happy 11th months anniversary sayang. I LOVE YOU. ♥

Some people just love it, Being perasan kan ? Pam Anderson ? Hey bkn senang weh nk dpt gelaran tu ; Even agak geli sket, actually tak sket je but byk byk. Pastu tayang la kat sume org. hahaha Kelakar la artis malaysia ni. Keje nye kurang, title byk n meluas. Blakon 1, 2 drama, "bnde lain" yg byk.




Pompuan ni Euw la. Duno why, i just hate her. cover up ur fucking big boobs. It looks like watermelon n ready to explode, also reminds me of Lolo, ( one of the poor woman who committed suicide after tired being humiliated for having a big boobs ) pity her.




Ni lagi sorg, si tua yg kurang kesedaran diri. Dont u notice that u have a scariest face on earth grandma?

FB's more shocking "euww" story.

Ak dpt story ni - as usual, thru fb, well fb mmg one of the great medium utk spread any incredible stories n this is one of it ; read it. as a girl, woman, and mum, it is essential for us to know the truth bout a dirty pad ! Hahaha. Yeah its about Pad, TUALA WANITA in BM nye. hehehe. tuala wanita yg kotor n get infected la kot, cume yg takley blah ny, bkn calang2 haiwan yg duk "menginap" kat ctu. hahaha..

Cerita ni sebenarnya dalam bahasa CINA so di translate cerita nie dalam bahasa melayu....

HATI-HATI bila pakai TUALA WANITA..
check dulu expired date...
Kualiti dan paling PENTING kebersihanya...
takot2 ada pulak telur binatang dekat atas tuala wanita tu...

Seorang pelajar cina berusia 17 tahun tak taula dr negara mana telah mengalami muntah2 mcm orang mengandung tu la kan....
Beliau seorang kanak2 miskin dan bapanya pula seorang penjual TUALA WANITA. Disebabkan banyak tuala wanita yang expired,si bapa telah mengagihkan tuala wanita itu untuk dipakai oleh anak dan isterinya..

Almaklumlah kehidupanya yg miskin dan kalau buang tu rasanya satu pembaziran kot pada keluarga mangsa tadi...
so anak2 dgn bini dia pon pakaila TUALA WANITA tu....
lepas maybe beberapa bulan si anak mengalami muntah,loya tekak mcm orang2 mengandung tu...

Dengan segera si bapa membawa anak ke hospital untuk diperiksa ape penyakit anaknya dan doktor memberi jawapan yang mengejutkan bahawa si anak telah MENGANDUNG....

maka hairanla si anak..dia menafikan bahawa dia mengandung kerana dia tidak mempunyai teman lelaki, masih bersekolah dan tidak pernah melakukan hubungan seks..

Scan punya scan doktor memberitahu bahawa terdapat 20EKOR ANAK TIKUS yang dikandungkan oleh pelajar terbabit...MUNGKIN KETIKA PERIOD TELUR2 TIKUS TELAH DISENYAWAKAN KOT DAN MASUK KEDALAM OVARI PELAJAR TERSEBUT..MUNGKINN.....

doktor terpaksa membuat pembedahan ke atas pelajar tersebut kerana didapati anak2 tikus terbabit telah tumbuh gigi dan dikhuatiri akan memakan kesemua organ dalaman pelajar tersebut...

kesemua doktor sahaja yang berani melakukan pembedahan itu,...
pelajar terbabit kini disahkan tidak boleh mengandung lg kerana mereka telah mencuci keseluruhan dalaman pelajar tersebut kerana dikhutiri dijangkiti virus tikus yg kotor itu...

Moral of the story......



Nothing is scariest than this ; EUW ! can u guys imagine this tiny little creature grown up in ur stomach ? n u couldnt have a baby with ur bf after this ! what a scariest thing. Huhu.

K korang ?
So moral of the story nye ;

• pilih pad betul2, In term of its expire date ke ape....
• Check dulu pad tu la b4 pakai, make sure takde telo mahupun nest kat ctu. Haha
• then make sure kat plastik/packaging pad tu bebas dr lobang2 yg menunjukkan dah ditebuk lipas or yadayada.

GELI KAN ? hahaha

TOP secrets - behind closed doors. :)

I keep this song, one republic - secrets, on my phone and falling asleep while hearing to it. this song, for me is fun.. ( even its kinda slow tho.. ), it tells us that as an ordinary human being, we cannot run from any problems that keep on chasing us, n there's a small side on us where we keep our secrets n sumtimes, we need to confess to make our mind release n free. Its so natural to hide sumthing from people what we feel, depending on situation. Macam ak sendiri, diumpat or wateva it is, for me its normal, selalu berlaku in our everyday life as a human being. Thats why i'd rather take it for granted. im not living in this world to please the others :)



I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that would light those years
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing that we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

.I HATE GET SCOLDED IN MY OWN CAR.

Helllo ! Today's hectic story ! Not that hectic la. simple simple je. Crucial thing is ; arini mmg fun, altho there's a small upset thing happened tho. But for me ; Life is so unpredictable. Kita planned laen but bnde laen yg jadik. For me myself, sbg "spoiled brat" yg inherited from nobody else in my family, ( hehe ) , sedaya upaya nk fill in my personal satisfaction. Kesian man kne ikutkan aje kemahuan ak, Love you more lah sayang ! As a reward, i proudly cooked special dishes for him, and Aja as well, takdela special sgt pun, yg buat special ny bile ak masak byk, sume habis licin ! :)

Alhamdulillah :)





sempat lg snap pic. these pictures taken kt bukit cherakah, harini tak ramai org, erm mybe sbb weekdays, Moreover, ktorg dpt bike yg rm3 sejam, bkn rm5 dah, tak ramai org but "ramai" babun, duk kejar2 ktorg lak tuh. Kurang asam !unbelievably, ada org tu TERJATUH BASIKAL !!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KESIAN KO AJA ! CLUMSY ! HAHA



wee :)



Knp suddenly ade pic ni ? haha that bcuz ak suddenly ak teringat spaghetti kat Bliss ni. Sedap gila wokeh.. Creamy sgt !

bad mouth.

alright talking about bad mouth, mmg byk happen in our everyday life kn ? doesnt matter from our mates, Gud fren, & even sumone that we thought we knew, tp the fact is, we just dun even know 'em , how bad their mouth could be when they begin to talk. Bkn sj created thru nonverbal tp written pun ok. Me myself, admittttt ! mmg undeniably bad mouth jugak, sumtimes, tp agak2 r weh, not most of the times. Bkn tanak jaga tepi kain, tp it gud to keep our mouth shut rather than... erm, merapu meraban sesuka hati ? Bkn pompuan je eh yg bermulut syaitan lahanat ni tp sumtimes laki lg HEBAT ! MMG HEBAT SGT LAH KAU jACK. at first mcm, ok cool lg ngn gurauan yg annoying ; boleh layan lg lah. Sesi bersoal jwb disusuli ngn gelak tawa fake ; well as usual la ; dun pretend korg tak pnh jd fake ; salu je kn ? huhu. But when it comes to sumeone else appearance, family & yadayada, i could turn to be an incredible hulk , aummmm ! mcm bodoh je jokes mcmtu. And i obviously dislike people who talking shits. Ur time is wasted young boy. Kawan2 jugak ok, tp mulut kene la jaga sket. Nothing's perfect kat dunia ni. So do you. Kite semua sinner kn ? ko takyah nk ++++ dosa kau ngn myakitkan ati manusia laen, n org tu pun menyumpah seranah kau balik n skaligus ++++ dosa sendiri jugak. People like u are the reason people like me take pills! C'mon la dude, open ur mind, not ur mouth. ur breath is too strong, I dun wanna be mean, but u need Listerine. Hear no evil, see no evil, and speak no evil !!! Peace !

My dear shweet pumpkin :)
Tq for making me smile every sec of my life, My life would be empty without u.
Tq for accompanying me everytime im in troubles. Sitting next to you would be my biggest wish. *winkwink*




If i could smash the floor just to see you, i would :)



She's my partner in crime. i have done a lots of crazy fucking things with her.



:)


I'm emotional and what's it to you? I get teary just watching a movie. Easily angered But what's it to you? I love to laugh and usually smile , AND I AM NO LONGER BEING A GIRL WHO LOVES TO GO TO THE CLUB, (aint no fun tho.) There's no telling when I'll get grumpy.. But what's it to you? Really what is to you. I got over the fact I'm not perfect, So why do you insist That I'm just not trying hard. What's it to you? I'm just an ordinary girl That's just who I am What's it to you anyways? You never cared before, That I'm just an ordinary girl.





- she's imitating the principle of my life. Hehe :)

Yeah !



naa. This is so adorableeeeee